Anyway..

Thanks a lot to everyone that has faved my ancient dinosaur like art so far.

And.. I guess some day I will FIND THE FUCKING TIME to draw something again, heh.

Oh well blah, my back hurts.

After three fucking years of not managing I finally did it. I grabbed a stupid charcoal and sketched something, I just posted it.

Go fucking me...

One of my best friends from work is leaving the city, she got promoted and she's moving out. It makes me sad but I'm extremely happy for her.

But the thing that BUGS ME THE F-CKING MOST is the fact that my worst enemy is taking her position here at the hotel, oh man..

SERIOUSLY WHAT THE F-CK?

( Sorry I can't curse, damn disney firewalls XD )

Slowly waking up from my trance...

I don't plan to update this gallery soon but I really appreciate all the comments, faves and watches. I won't delete it cause it'll remind me better times of my life.

I'm currently emotionally and physically ill, I have various diseases, mild depression and anger managment issues and I've been working really hard in healing.

I can't draw feeling like this, I've tried several times without succeding, right now I'm completely blank and blocked though I know I should go back and try again for I'm going literally blind.

I know I only have a few decades left and my eyesight will become so fucked I won't be able to see anymore thanks to this genetic disease the doctors diagnosed me this past december however I can't find the will to draw again.

I have framed one of my best portraits and it's now decorating my office to encourage myself to do it and sometimes I feel like it. Hope it's not lost, maybe some day I'll defeat all my issues and conquer all my illnesses and will be able to grab a pencil again but for now it is very difficult.

But I hope with all my strenght for this to pass, the worst had passed now and I'm doing much better now.